It's almost time

I haven't written in a while, I always want to but then I am to tired or busy or it's to late, but I am dreading this coming week.  It's when my house closes and the new people move in.  There are so many emotions going through me, knowing that someone else and their baby are going to move in to my house, the house that my sweet baby boy Zachery lived his short 2 yrs of his life in.  I really don't know how I am going to do this, but I will write more later as the day approaches -- and not only that but his anniversary of his death is 10 days later.